i hate how i love you

I kneel on the floor,
Tears falling from my eyes.
I have learnt to hate you,
Along with all your lies.

Then why do I still love you?
Why am i still here?
When you have broken me,
and still not shed a tear.

People say its plain to see,
People say its clear.
That if i just run away,
You would just disapear.

But nothing was ever simple,
Theres nothing clear to see.
I could never run away,
From what was once so dear to me.

I love you but i hate you,
Without you id be dead.
But you'll be the death of me,
With all the things you've said.

I know this won't make any sense,
You might misunderstand.
Please just never leave me,
I hope you'll understand.